Saturday 24 January 2015

Ascension Symptoms aka Hay Fever

Here I am..... still with hay fever though it has improved...... I hear a lot of enlightened souls are getting sick at this time, its a part of energy shifts, raising vibrations, so our bodies needs to detox, which is what sickness is - detox. So we're experiencing ascension symptoms...... and if this doesn't make sense, well.... um.... it will sooner or later.....

I survived the anniversary of Mother's death though not unscathed..... it has been a rough week.....

This week has been slightly better..... and decided that I'm getting back on my bicycle and going back for my walks regardless of the symptoms. Public transport and me with ADHD does not get on, there are only small doses of public transport I can take. An incident last week kinda made me decide on public transport..... a youth probably high on drugs was ejected from the bus but not without a fight, he kept on jumping in front of the bus causing the bus to have to stop all the time...... Then the driver stopped and call the cops, the rest of us had to get off to catch the next bus, which fortunately came within two minutes...... yeah welcome to life in Perth!!! That happened Wednesday. I took the bus again Thursday then decided I'm getting back on my bicycle, so I did so on Friday, and actually felt better in spite of the symptoms.

So today I went for my walk..... rode bicycle to the station, caught the train to today's walking spot, and sorta did three walking spots in one..... and I got lost when I tried to find the 3rd spot in spite of my GPS!! But I eventually got there. Then when taking the train back, it stopped at the station prior to the one I needed to get off at, and well the train didn't go any further. The train before us had an incident, which turned out to the brakes locking up and catching fire!! So this held up the trains behind it, including the one I was on. So I decided to get off the train and walk to the next station which was where my bicycle was. That was a good thing, cos the other train was stuck on the tracks with faulty brakes, fire trucks and coppers, for over an hour!! If I had completed my walk a little earlier I could have easily been on that fated train, and being stuck on a train for over an hour would be not good for my ADHD!!!! It would have freaked me!!! Also being claustrophobic, not being able to open doors, etc, cos it was not at a station, it was just stuck in the middle of the tracks!!! I was thankful that I was on the train behind it, and it stopped at a station, so was able to get off.

Anyway I finally gotten my first card deck. It took a while for them carrier pigeons to get it to me, as always, everything ordered online comes from the east coast so it always takes like 10 days to a fortnite for them carrier pigeons to get items here from the east coast, up to six weeks when its overseas..... but it finally arrived. These are called "Sacred Rebels" oracle cards, this fits me perfectly. Indeed when I first came across those cards online, it screamed at me, that I MUST get them!!!! And now I gotten them, they are just perfect for me!!! I am indeed a "sacred rebel", it is all ME all over. So just practice using them now..... nothing to it really..... just shuffle them, pick out at random one or more cards, and we discern the message from the card for that day or whatever time period...... Maybe one day I may offer readings.... hehehe..... Either way I love them!!

So what else is new..... doing more stuff with Celestial Temple.... joining Celestial Temple is perhaps the best thing I done in recent times..... learning so much more about myself and why I came to this planet!!!!

Speaking of rebels.... sacred or otherwise..... I've always been one!! hehehe!!!!


Sunday 11 January 2015

Oh Eventful Week!!!

Ohhhh..... those few days with Karen were so wonderful..... *swoon*.... we went to the beach together, walks, shared chips at a fish and chips shop.... and wine ;)..... now she went on her merry way up north.... *sigh*.....  and I'm back at work......

And gotten this infernal Hay Fever!!!! I barely survived my first two days at work.... and I may end up taking time off work this week. I so hate being sick. This hay fever so diabolical. The very dry east winds blowing constantly.... always hot and dry.... never rains...... typically Perth!!

Another piece of news..... good news.... Caroline finally left her hubby! About bloody time!!! Of course there is no women support in India, no women refuges, no help for abuse victims..... and even her church is on her hubby's side, as they say, money talks! She needs to find a different church!! But at least she finally left him and living back with family members.

So what else happening.... well really can't get back into things... this infernal hay fever really throw a spanner into the works..... have been wanting to get back with Celestial Temple and etc, but don't feel like doing anything when sick...... Symptoms have improved since Friday but until those easterlies stop blowing it looks like I am destined to be suffering this condition...... I do have antihistamines but not helping much.....

I haven't been able to go on any bicycle rides nor walks...... I caught public transport into work last week....

And this Friday is the anniversary of Mother's death..... it was four years ago on Friday..... so between that and Hay Fever am in for a tough week......

Well nothing else happening..... my life pretty well on hold until I get over this hay fever..... being sick is the worst thing that can happen in my opinion, except the Holocaust and physical torture, but aside from those nothing else is worse than being sick..... you can't do anything but just barely alive, wanting to die but the body refuses to die, it stays alive yet stuck and can't do anything...... arrrrgh!!!!

Anyway.......

How I feel when sick.......


Saturday 3 January 2015

Be Careful What I Wish For !!!!!

New Year's Day was one of the most diabolical of the horror days of the past couple of weeks, and I was certain that 2015 would be yet another Hell year just as each year since Mother's death has been - the Hell years.

I was lamenting the loneliness of star seeds, that in this city I have absolutely no one I could relate to as being a Star Seed. My Star Seeds friends being for the most part either on the east coast or overseas, none in Perth. My Star Seed kin, Karen, from York did message me a week previously saying she intended visiting Perth and wanted to see me, so I thought it be something a bit down the track and just seeing each other for a few hours.

So after a suicidal January 1st, I went for a long bicycle ride early on the next day, January 2nd. I rode over 80kms or about 50 miles. I got home and took a short nap. When I woke up there was a msg from Karen on my FaceBook sayings she is in Perth NOW!!!!!!..... and asked me to call her.

After getting over the shock of it all, I called her..... and she came over to my place.

Then it all became clear. She had been going through her own Hell the past two weeks, Xmas and the New Year. She spent the New Year period sleeping in her car by the Avon river and in a women's refuge in town. She needed to get out of York, the "small town" syndrome, so came down to Perth.

And well..... Karen is now staying with me!! I now have a Star Seed I can relate with in person on virtually a 24/7 basis. It seems she will be staying here for some time. Ummm.... OK.... I am really glad about this, in fact it's like a dream come true..... but..... also a total and utter shock!!!! Oh what a difference a day makes!!!!

It's..... WOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!

This pretty well sums it up.........